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Also this idea Of the supremacy of the written word Is also about white supremacy I think about this all the time No matter what type of art you make At the end of the day They’re like Yeah but now put it into words Like you make a song You have to write an album description If you make a painting You have to write a little blurb about it And it all ends up being— Like words are the way we transform Media into capital Like a dance has to be written up And summarized And the fact that radio Doesn’t make the space To convey story and emotion In anything other than words

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Black noise Not Black noise, not humanity’s noise I know Black noise And Black noise does not ask me Who I am Where I’m really from And that my name is too difficult to pronounce Or write Black noise is queer Is love Full of jazz and soul Djembe drum And the blueprint to all modern, western culture I know humanity’s noise And humanity ask nothing from me Other than communion Rest, abundance with creation When I give, I receive When I receive I give White noise The tyranny of whiteness Not a skin tone But a socioeconomic terrorism That is capitalist Ableist, misogynist, racist Homophobic, and destroying Every ecosystem on this planet It is the ideology of scarcity That made me subject to the defensiveness Of the title White Noise A defensiveness towards my specificity Regarding our relationship to a system That tries to kill me everyday Not realizing that it’s also killing you too I’ve always felt this need for control I’ve always felt this need for control I’ve always felt this need You who are racialized as white and believed to be invincible You’re being vulnerable You’re sharing yourself But at the same time You’re like, trying to figure it out And then— You feel sad because like You missed out on so much And then, you feel confused because You don’t know what you’re doing You’re like, regretful because you’re like Why the fuck was I born in this body You know like Sometimes I, look at myself in the mirror And I’m like I hate this, I hate that Like, but then at the same time Like it feels like, you know Sometimes there’s moments where I’m like Yeah I fucking love this, I’m like fucking hot You can be riding high And then like fall down But its just like It just kind feels like, you know Fall, and then you get up You fall again, and then you get up

The way I used to talk to myself Oh no, no, fuck I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now You talk to me I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now You talk to me I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now You talk to me I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now You talk to me I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now The way I used to talk to mysel— I can't sing it guys, I need, I can't— I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now You talk to me I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now You talk to me I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now You talk to me I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now You talk to me I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now The way I used to talk to myself I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now You talk to me I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now You talk to me I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now You talk to me I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now You talk to me I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now The way I used to talk to myself I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now You talk to me I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now You talk to me I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now You talk to me I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now You talk to me I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now The way I used to talk to myself I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now I'm looking at myself in the mirror right now You cannot misgender me Because my gender is something that is Personal and beautiful You cannot misgender me Because my gender is something that is Personal and beautiful You cannot misgender me Because my gender is something that is Personal and beautiful You cannot misgender me Because my gender is something that is Personal and beautiful You cannot misgender me Because my gender is something that is Personal and beautiful The way that The energies flow through me That created whatever the fuck We got going on over here Is unique It's unprecedented So I'm not mad at you For being confused I wanna know what all of that is